I'm such a fuckin' lady!

If you're havin' girl problems i feel bad for you son I got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one.What do you expect from me? What am I not giving you? What could I do for you to make me OK in your eyes? This is a drag that it's too late now.And I wanted to tell you that I was wrong.Was it that I was always trying to save you and you never wanted me to?You don't seem to see me sinking in do you.Was it that everyone would just kiss my ass.I couldn't see through it and you could.And now look what's come of us here ten years later.I jump from one to the other, you're still worrying your mother.And I almost went under baby.Truth seeker.The point is made but not well recieved.Behave.the middle of nowhere.the middle of my frustrated fears.It's the moment of a sunset Friday when our conversations twist.Please don't think of me.If you do you gotta block it.I got chills tonight.And you can't be here to stop it.I'm not a parasite.It's just a lonely night tonight.I walked from the bar'Cause they were only laughing I wished on our star.But they covered it in satin.I'm not a gigolo.That's what I want you to know tonight.I've hurt you I can see do you think it's not hurting me.The grass ain't always green.And if it's hurting you.You know that's its hurting me.The only aphrodisiac I need is your voice
Hearing you speak my name Beckoning me to answer Telling me you want me So I tell you that you're the answer to every question I've ever had about love Without words I use my tongue to tell the tale of us Tracing your shadowscape Kneeling before you my eyes feast upon your masculinity and All its divinity and I praise you Because all of that is for me I begin to indulge myself of your delicacies Digesting semi-sweet dark chocolate decadence as it melts Dripping down my chin Your taste is something Godiva couldn't re-create Needing every atom of your anatomy Necessity is placed upon me knowing you are the source of my serendipity Dipping in and out of me stroking more than my consciesness Subconsciously I find myself rewinding our love scenes In my daydreams Seeing that face you make when you're making me cum And it makes me want you right there and then Thinking of you in inappropriate places I get Tingling sensations in private locations where I wish to be caught between a rock and your hard place
As wetness develops my legs begin to open and my spot turns to a backdraft and all I want you to do is extinguish it You know my body like the back of your hands And touch me and send me into ecstacy My thighs quiver in anticipation of deep penetration which gets me high Body rising Sweating Panting Make-up melting Pulling my hair and Scratching my back I get a temporary case of tourettes because all I can say are four letter words in a four octave-range screaming your name You are so big and so hard, you give it to me so good, you are my mortal sin.You fucking me makes me bilingual I see your tongue pink between your lips and I want it between mine And I struggle As you lick torturing me I try to get away but Not really Running out of room begging for more up against the wall that has been scuffed by my stilletos Again You pry apart my thighs and tell me to be still And I willingly submit to you because I love the way you dominate me Demanding that I cum for you so I do as I'm told You've molded me so I'm good to no-one else but you You've conquered this once orgasmicless world and multiplied it Again and
Again My face radiates with after-glow My pillow scented by you A fragrance which haunts me
My room smells of the best sex Covered in body prints and finger prints and you above me
Your name written indelibly upon my body in your genetic history

This is the book I never read
These are the words I never said
This is the path I'll never tread
These are the dreams I'll dream instead
This is the joy that's seldom spread
These are the tears...
The tears we shed
This is the fear
This is the dread
These are the contents of my head
And these are the years that we have spent
And this is what they represent
And this is how I feel
Do you know how I feel ?
'cause i don't think you know how I feel
I don't think you know what I feel